I don't know what it is about the things I write and the videos I make, but I often find that they entertain me just as much as those videos of my subscriptions box. Is it sad when someone keeps going back and watching all their own videos (wait...don't answer yet the question isn't completed) and laughing out loud? I am my own entertainment.

I mean, I guess it's a good thing that I do things that entertain me as it means my videos are on par (in my mind) with some of the bigger YouTubers (minus the money and the equipment). The real test, however, is whether other people are entertained by me. Well that's a hard thing to determine cause I know nothing about using keywords and other means to gain exposure for my videos and those videos that do have more views...they stink. In fact, the video of mine that has the most views (it's coming up on 8,000 and I posted it a year ago) is also one of the worst ones I ever made...yet there are people who like it (which is pretty much the only reason it's still on YouTube).

This post is turning into a serious question isn't it? Well...I really do want to know. How can I know if others are as entertained by my stuff as I am? Am I a sad sad little person sitting here alone in my room and laughing at my own videos when no one else cares to? I sincerely hope not. O_O

Well...I had better go and re-watch my collab channel vlog for today again, I think I could use a laugh right now.